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[bloodpressured]

ARE YOU JOKING.
WE WERE TALKING ABOUT YOU. WE WERE EXCLUSIVELY TALKING ABOUT YOU.
YOU WERE THE ONE TO START TALKING ABOUT ALL OF THAT. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY WHEN YOU GO AND THROW THAT IN MY FACE JUST TO THROW ME OFF?
I'M ONLY TRYING TO TALK TO YOU. DON'T THROW THAT IN MY FACE SO YOU CAN WHIRL YOUR GLANCE NUGGETS AT ME FOR MY 'EVER UNCHANGING INFERIORITY COMPLEX.'

AND FUCK YOU VERY MUCH FOR THAT, BY THE WAY.
I HAVE CHANGED. I'VE CHANGED A LOT.
AT LEAST I'M AWARE OF IT AND ITS UNIVERSE-ENGULFING TENDENCIES.
AT LEAST I NO LONGER INTENTIONALLY SABOTAGE MY PERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS BASED ON IT.
I NEVER SAID IT WAS A NON-ISSUE OR THAT I KNEW NOTHING BAD REALLY HAPPENED.
I WOULDN'T SAY THAT.
I ONLY EVER SAID THAT I THINK YOU'RE WRONG TO TAKE WHATEVER HAPPENED AND ACT LIKE YOU DESERVE TO BE MISERABLE OVER IT.

[glowsferatu]

yes i can see how you no longer allow it to sabotage your personal relationships
here ive just told you that i had violently assaulted the person ive most loved in whatever mockery of existence ive endured
and youre still talking about how insulted you are by an underline youve misinterpreted as a push

think as you like it wont make your conclusion is any less off-base
ive earned every ounce of my misery