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[lyingheart]

Keep myself from drowning. It's what I do every day. There's no grand who. I do it to survive until I can learn to live, and then... I don't know. Figure out if there's any way not to go back. I'm fairly sure there's a way to manage that much.

You don't take friendship lightly. I still am not easy with the idea, let alone the working reality. I'll keep fucking it up. That's fine... I don't expect otherwise. But it's worth stating, just as it's worth stating that given a choice, I wouldn't go home. And I wouldn't go home with anyone else, no matter how wonderful their world.

[glowsferatu]

thats the difference i suppose
because if it was only me on my own with no one else to see to depend on or look after
thats when i wouldnt know what to do with myself
im sure youve noticed by now that my sense of self preservation isnt especially strong
im just no good at living for me

i could never really say whether id return or not
theres the chance things could come out successfully at home
but somehow i dont know that i can really believe that
given the choice to stay i dont know whether or not i would take it or not
but in that scenario it wouldnt be my decision either

[lyingheart]

I've noticed. I won't pretend I fully understand... but I accept what it is.

[glowsferatu]

i dont suppose we really can understand another fully
not without inhabiting their thoughts directly
i suppose then acceptance is the best approach then
when what is there can be accepted

[lyingheart]

And when it cannot... so be it. It's nothing tears or screaming will change.

[glowsferatu]

tears or screaming arent really my typical strategy in that sort of situation
not unless theyre extreme enough to require them
there are far better persuasive measures that can be catered to whatever the occurrence is

[lyingheart]

They were examples. Which realities are true for reactions aren't necessarily related Pardon the inexactness.

[glowsferatu]

pardon granted
i suppose we will see just which reactions become appropriate when such an occasion may arrive
in the meantime annie i hope youll enjoy your remaining days of this year

[lyingheart]

Likewise for you, Kanaya.