Keep myself from drowning. It's what I do every day. There's no grand who. I do it to survive until I can learn to live, and then... I don't know. Figure out if there's any way not to go back. I'm fairly sure there's a way to manage that much.
You don't take friendship lightly. I still am not easy with the idea, let alone the working reality. I'll keep fucking it up. That's fine... I don't expect otherwise. But it's worth stating, just as it's worth stating that given a choice, I wouldn't go home. And I wouldn't go home with anyone else, no matter how wonderful their world.
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You don't take friendship lightly. I still am not easy with the idea, let alone the working reality. I'll keep fucking it up. That's fine... I don't expect otherwise. But it's worth stating, just as it's worth stating that given a choice, I wouldn't go home. And I wouldn't go home with anyone else, no matter how wonderful their world.