Kanaya, I think it's becoming increasingly clear that our understandings of creepy aren't the same. My worries with creepy boil down to "wants to torture me and enjoys telling me so to my face," or "would enjoy lighting me on fire to 'address' my sins after killing off my comrades for the same reason," or "is standing on my head telling me in precise, calm detail how he's going to cut me out of where I am, right through my limbs." One idiot of a man with no social sense lurking around a community center looking for a reason to mock me just hits on pathetic, not creepy.
... I amend the above. I can think of other degrees of what I would consider disturbing, or creepy, but the fact remains that Houka doesn't creep me out. I can understand why he would disturb others. Kanaya... Let the two of us work out whatever it is he's going through in regards to me, and if you and I want to continue this conversation about his lack of social awareness, we can do so, aside from making it about those intentions he's had toward me, or any he has in the future, pending they're murderous.
Her role as a leader to myself, and to my colleagues, stems from her unique approach to each of us in our lives. Her goal at the time was to unite every high school in Japan under her leadership, through force of will. By the time she had found me, she had already accumulated approximately a thousand students under her reign. She had told me she intended to change the world, and I, being bored at the time, decided I would help her to see if she really could. The strength of her words, whole not truly in full force right now, are really something to behold. But her cause here is not as important nor life-threatening as the one we had faced on our version of Earth, she has likely toned it down some due to it's lack of importance in the grand scheme of things.
(1) I spoke with Spider-Man. It was emotionally exhausting but worth it.
(2) I am going to get knee-deep into this 'Hornets' business. That is to say, I am finally being a productive member of society. May need you to proof-read a speech I am planning to the network, may not. Maybe simple is the best way to go: 'hello yes, I can help. I can see many things all of them helpful. Call me.'
(3) How do I change my font color? I am ready to re-embrace my true self. Black, while ultimately the color of my eternal soul, is terribly boring.
1 im glad it went well is there anything i should know about what hes said do we have a plan yet
2 that will be brilliant i already have a few things ive been working on in that capacity myself ive told you about annie right shes been gathering a lot of that information if you need me to direct you toward anything shes mentioned before the whole dance class is somewhat of a cover for an investigation actually
3 im a little surprised you hadnt figured it out on your own youve never been as hapless as i am with these things still this is the code karen gave me <*span style="color:#008141"; font-weight: bold;>Text<*/span> minus the point eggs of course
4 the casual truth of this will never cease to elate me i love you too
i'm thinking gods in any kind of sense. it's all mythology is what i thought. i'll add it to the list of things i've learned since coming here, but i'm not really the type to worship.
Thank you. Ah, yes. This feels right. Who was I kidding with that black text? 'Look at me, I have matured so much!'
(1) Plan still on-going, I will report back.
(2) Oh! Wonderful. My Sight led me to a fellow ImPort by the name of Roy? He specializes in arson. I'm hoping we might work together in some capacity in the future. Additionally, I tried again with my Sight and saw a wig? Which was decidedly confusing, but then I found a wig store with a car outside. The key was still in the ignition, which distracted me, as I was momentarily worried it might be another explosive? But when I got closer, I then Saw myself in Michigan. If anyone else here can make sense of that then I will be extremely relieved. Have either of you come across Brycha in your investigation, by any chance?
the one im thinking of was much earlier before the monorail it might have been march but i wasnt in attendance perhaps captain ananke will know something
I'd have to ask around. Perhaps. I'll let you know as soon as I find something concrete. If you and Annie need help, I'm here. You knew that, obviously. But just to reiterate.
ive brought up the idea of involving you more already after the consultation you gave us for our little trip last week i think your assistance will have proven itself invaluable in the meantime ill speak with the captain if anything she may be able to provide some context on the ceremony there
is it meant to mean something because it sounds good and im glad to hear it but the meaning im taking is "hi kanaya im still alive i just havent bothered involving myself in your life for some reason" maybe its a sign of a break in it
hi karkat im also alive what did you have for dinner
ROSE SAID SOMETHING TO THE SAME EFFECT. MAYBE I AM SPENDING TOO MUCH TIME ALONE... LAST WEEK I SPENT FOUR HOURS PUTTING MY MOVIES IN ORDER OF HOW MANY JOKES WERE CRACKED VERSUS HOW HUMOROUS THEY ACTUALLY WERE. I HAD MICROWAVE MAC AND CHEESE.
so youre eating regularly but hardly eating well you and ruka should visit some time so i can be sure youre actually eating something of substance you need something more than skin to hang from your bones
WE USED TO EAT WELL! IT'S JUST THAT WE HAVE LESS MONEY NOW... I LOST ALL MY CLIENTS WHEN I PORTED OUT, SO I'M HAVING TROUBLE FINDING AS MANY WORKING HOURS.
DAMMIT KANAYA OK, FINE. FAR BE IT FROM ME TO TURN DOWN FREE FOOD. I SHOULD PROBABLY ASK RUKA WHAT SHE WANTS THOUGH... SHE DOESN'T LET ME COOK ON THE STOVE UNLESS SHE SUPERVISES. WHAT AM I, SIX?
i dont know id probably want to see you cook before i let you loose as well just from imagining a steady stream of sound and fury pouring from the kitchen no one wants to risk a war zone in their own home like the key ingredient of a recipe for disaster
OK HOW ABOUT I COOK YOU UP A STEAMING BATCH OF SHUT THE FUCK UP I'M PERFECTLY CAPABLE OF USING THE KITCHEN *WITHOUT* CAUSING UNTOLD DISASTER. I ONLY BROKE THE MICROWAVE ONCE.
mythology isnt exclusively distinct from reality either some of it may have once been true prior to its relegation to legend and sometimes you may find that your life has become entangled within a narrative that may ultimately grow into a future mythology still i cant fault you for that decision there are very few gods ive known i would be inclined to worship
personally i would consider creepy too mild a term for your examples and yes while inumutas inappropriateness is by many degrees milder than any of those thats why i would be quicker to deploy a milder term to describe it
but frankly im not nearly as interested in whatever his problem is anymore not when we have these sort of issues to instead address
So. I take it she must then be a little more convincing through action than in talking, at least in whatever current toned-down state she currently operates within. [ which she's still a little skeptical about, but will take his word for it for the purpose of this discussion. ]
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