Don't think less of him for it. It's what I wanted.

[ Newt is all stiff limbs and awkwardness in the hug, barely reciprocating it. Is it really alright? He doesn't even want to be here. And why should he deserve the second chance? ]

I... made him do it. Almost killed him when he kept resisting. [ His expression is drawn, and he chews at his lip. ] Don't really think I have any right being alive now, ya know?