i dont think any of us are talking about the most logical and practical approach is an entirely different thing than living it its all a matter of covering our weaknesses so we dont have to expose them and this is a case where what will keep you safe and what will keep you sane can be at odds especially at the beginning
i cant say that pain will always be worth it but it can when its from giving a damn about someone who gives as much of a damn for you for me i think being without it is what really scares me being alone is such a high cost for being untouchable
[ because that's her own crutch, the shield she bears against her own cowardice. if she had no one she mattered to, then what would be the point of her? it's pain either way, one just holds a much worthier reward for her. ]
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talking about the most logical and practical approach is an entirely different thing than living it
its all a matter of covering our weaknesses so we dont have to expose them
and this is a case where what will keep you safe and what will keep you sane can be at odds
especially at the beginning
i cant say that pain will always be worth it
but it can when its from giving a damn about someone who gives as much of a damn for you
for me i think
being without it is what really scares me
being alone is such a high cost for being untouchable
[ because that's her own crutch, the shield she bears against her own cowardice. if she had no one she mattered to, then what would be the point of her? it's pain either way, one just holds a much worthier reward for her. ]